There use to be a time in my life, where I was like a free flowing wind…kabhi bhi kahi bhi I use to freak out with friends with totall strangers….ya phir acquaintances

At times I didn’t spared my Pa’s friends too…I remember how I use to play wid Hakim uncle for hours & after tht I used to tell him uncle mai yahan padhne aya tha..aur aap mera time waste kar diye..lol

All the kids of my sisters use to be my life….I remember taking them for rides at Children’s park, Talkatora park Delhi….and at times We visited Nehru park and lodhi garden too ;-)...their we use to trouble & tease the couples….hahahah..use to click pics with them...................lol

One Day…..

Everything in my life suddenly came to a halt overnight………

Pa had a stroke & was hospitalized at escorts heart institute Delhi, that was in April 93….that was the time when I left them all…my friends my whacko behavior and my youth…& above all I forget to live…..I. was a teenager then...

I saw him on the operation table...Dr Naresh Trehan operated him...I saw him breathing through machines blood going in & out of his body through machine

Veins from his arms and calves were taken out for bypass surgery…and I saw them all happening. Was 16/17 then……….

I started visiting our business establishment and tried hard to keep pace wid my studies at the same time…….not realizing that with each step forward I am going ten steps far from me. Myself

Doston ne aahista aahista call karna bhi baand kar diya & I never bothered to call on them….

And today when I am around 39..suddenly I am once again surrounded by my kids…(my sister’s kid’s)…

Last month when I was in Bangalore They made a plan for Nainital & It was left on me to arrange for everything….

I curtailed my trip, and from Chennai only I landed back In Delhi…was thrilled to see myself back in action wid myself my kids….

And what followed was a gang bang en-route Nainital and till the time we were back in Delhi…………..

In these three days I gained back whatever I had missed during last couple of years…..& I enjoyed each and every moment of this trip where I cracked jokes, played and planned with all of them & at times I poked my Jiju as well & mind it he is the only person I am scared of. I didn’t spare him either……….

I was planning to write all this when I was in the Lake town only…but was a bit hesitant

But I wanted to share it all with my world…as today my only friends are from and in this virtual net world……….