I'm tired. I am really feeling tired. No, not tired of life or something that serious. I'm just feeling physically tired. I recently started my working life as a teacher, and I don't use a microphone, as my voice is strong enough to reach a hall filled with more than 70 students. I somehow, don't like using mic. And, no student ever complained. By the way, it has only been 3 days since I've been teaching. The students are attracted to me, may be due to my long hair, and may be due to my fluent English, which to them is very attractive trait, because their English is not good. And, somehow, these young students aged around 17 listen to me with lot of interest and the class is always filled with laughter. Sometimes, I am afraid if I am using rude language in the class, but again, students reassure me that I'm not wrong, with their laughter and respect. and when, some other lecturer is absent for the class, they come to me and force me to take a class for them. That gives me a lot of satisfaction as a teacher. My class is more like an interactive session. The students speak as much as I do. So, may be, that's the reason they like it.

But, I am not tired due to teaching. Just now, some feeling that started in the middle of my skull passed till the neck, and it was soothing. I think, it was some nerve which was trying to relax.

I feel like not sitting before the computer, but I don't want to leave my loved one alone, as she is online right now. She loves me a lot. She loves me so much that she sometimes gets upset when I behave in a silly or childish way. And I couldn't understand the reason, but when she is upset, my stomach gets upset and I can't eat, and the food I eat doesn't digest properly. That's the truth. I attended a training program an year ago, where I was taught that the most intimate of our emotions directly effect our stomach. Till then, I only experienced this phonomenon just seconds before my exam results were declared. But, now I experience this, when ever she is upset, and it lasts so long, that it can tire me out. Funny. Isn't it? But, that's the truth.

May be, that's the reason I'm tired right now. But, now she is not upset. And I'm feeling better :)