I,m just deliberately migrating to the field of some people who striked my perspective of thoughts......

Starting from home...father...he is always there for me..why?..i asked myself this question many a time ..coz many a time I feel I cant claim myself to be a good daughter in full...this "why"..it is reverberating endlessly..so it can be treated as something which go continuous and relative also to my existence...so anything directed to infinite is "odd"..n precious..or to say it is a faith..or to say is it a "sign " of God..just a teaspoonful of nectar of love..meant for an ordinary being like me..this teaspoonful is divided among the diverse objects in the world ...and so it exists for a hope so strong....

Mother...yes ..she delivers something without even demanding...its like it is understood that she is bound to serve all...so always her love is not assuming the same value as a father give..coz its something coming not so natural as mothers...hence the conclusion drawn from this understanding is

Demand:Non demand =1:2 (which is real)...but the outcome is Demand : Non - demand = 2:1 (which is perceived as real)........

Brother..he was always the one who entertained all of us with his inborn talents...Unfortunately I feel I couldnt make use of his presence in full...he is by all means a package..i always used to think..i,m gifted with such a brother who every one would love to have..but couldnt utilize my advantage..time elapsed..now we are all scattered ...now I realise..gone are times..which I could have turned gold...

Grand parents...yes they remind me a slogan which is close to my heart n mind..."Old is gold"..luckily i,m happy that I could spent some good time with them which I can cherish for the rest of my life..

My school friends..yes they were..are the best..no words to describe the pleasure I had derived being with them all those 10 years...dont know where many of them are..but treaure their memories for the rest of my life...

My teachers...ofcourse not many who have taught me ..but I remember a male teacher in my school who used to teach "Malayalam" (our official)language..he never taught me in any of the classes..but I have heard of his teaching ability and excellent way of communicating with students..he was a cool man with a pleasant disposition..also he was a writer ( though in disguise..he used to write in some other name..i came to know about this later )... On the departing day from school. we students approached teachers ..friends and all to collect autograph n all ..i approached this teacher with my friend..He asked me "have I ever taught you?"..I said " no sir"..with a pleasant smile he received my autograph book and thought for a minutes time and scribbled something and gave me back..n told me "study well, comunicate well, smile always"...i didnt opened the book then and after reaching home, I opened and read his message which was in "malayalam" language ..good handwriting..a single line only.." keep your eyes open always.........shub kamanayen"..(shubh kamnayen ofcourse in our language).. I didnt understand this line..i used to think what he meant..a message followed by dots ...now when I look at the same line..i can feel he has given me a message with such a great insight....it make methink at times " were I asleep some times?"when ever an alarming situation happen..i used to remember this line and really speaking it calm me...yes I realise that..this teacher ..even if he never taught me..he is my Real Guru..dont know where he is ..but teacher ..all my respects for you..many others are also there in the queue but the one who strike me most i've mentioned here..The rest of the post is continued in comments section..