It’s a share from bottom of my heart………………I keyed my thoughts d first time .as not very good to express by words!!!!!……………………….Father,Papa,Appa,Abba Jaan ,daddy………these are the words to call the world’s most precious gem that god has provided all of us !!

Unlike mother he never showered the affection but yes he would always be there whenever you need him!!While mothers dominated the expression of love and care, fathers were more of a strict task master or a teacher.

My daddy strongest! Definitely that advertisement’s punch line goes well with every kid……….….

I still remember my first day at school or when my father went to drop me at school,

My mother could not accompanied us as she had my few months old brother to take care ,& he was not in good mood on tht day ……………………So Actually we(papa & Himansha)were given with n number of instructions by mom like:-don’t pamper her a lot, leave her & then go office, my turn-don’t ask chocolate or sweets!!!!,don’t cry ( as I already attended the pre class for 2 hrs and was found suitable to be dropped for full day)

Basically I was a sincere & so well mannered - obedient child (my mom used to say), therefore was suppose to say good bye to my father & should have to be nicely enter in the nursery lobby where all the colorful walls and toys were decorated to attract kids, I did d same but as soon as I entered .i turned back & saw, Papa kahan hai (where is he)!!!!!!!!actually he was not there ,did hide behind adjacent wall so that I won’t cry ………as it was against my nature to cry specially on my first day to school .what will my brother think of me if I cry (all these were my mother’s polished words to make me ready to go) ……….bravely I entered my class & sat near window .after few minutes I was getting use to the belongings & surroundings .

Ohhh what’s that ….i was confused ,just a glimpse wanted it to confirm… .no how come .. .he had already left from after dropping me…..no no same shirt, same moustache…..now I was damn sure …………..none other than my father ………………actually he was still there looked inside classroom to watch me from window!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since that day till today (as now I am a mother )I know whenever I look back , whenever I wish , whenever I need ..i found him looking from the window for me!!!!

Eve……..7:00PM -18th feb 2010,I board my flight from Delhi to Chennai with heavy heart ………(as spent 20 wonderful days with my family , friends ,relatives…… .occasion was my younger bro’s wedding) was totally not in mood to come back but as duty comes first ,I reached ,as usual from very next day started & mingled with all the pending that were waiting for me. On 21st feb mid night got a call from my mother ,I thought it would be to wish me(as 21st is my wedding anniversary)……………was very casual &said thanks mom without even her said anything…..but that was not her reason to call !!!she said Papa ko Delhi hospital refer kar diya hai ,hum abhi Ambulance karke ja rahe hai(means father is refereed to Delhi hospital & just now we are leaving in Ambulance)………..i just uttered few words .what ,how come …………suddenly nothing else…..could I able to speak .was speechless……………………..no clue…….

(Just now my parents are leaving from Gwalior to Delhi-its emergency that only I could able to told Gaurav ),we rushed, I cried , did pray………..my daddy strongest nothing can happen to him ……was the only thought I had ………He underwent Bypass surgery at Medanta Medicity Gurgoan for ACUTE ISCHAEMIC HEART DISEASE)!!!!Surgery went for 5 hrs ……….after tht shifted to I.C.U……….tht time I felt him looking from ICU window to watch how am I J !!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks a ton 2 God -Operation was successful.

Papa I wish fast recovery 2 you & with lots of Love, wishes for get well soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!