After an accident, I am lucky that god had trust on me and gives me a chance to re-birth again. As a small child grows - up like that I too grew up and established myself. I think so, god give me a change he has strong reason behind it. Today I feel my wheel of fortune is downwards but I have intuition in my inner heart that days are not same every time so, my wheel of fortune goes upwards very soon.

But now days are passes is very hard to alive in the world, its hard to stand by, its hard for me, now my physical and my economic position its to bad that stress into my mind. It’s very hard to come out from this tension. Hope in my heart that god send me a sun shine in my life very soon. In this hope awake-up early morning and waiting for sunrise like that sun shine spread and gives brightness in my life.

I have lots n lots of dreams in my mind and heart to fulfill. I think, god is not sent me to live or die as general people. I have to and want to do some different and unacceptable in this world. My life has some moral some aim or some goal behind it. Naturally today my aim is to cherish my kids, give them 100% to grew –up and brought-up. Then to I have a intuition or my six sense indicate me that I have some other reason to here on the earth.

God again send me on this world, but now I can’t understand why he chooses me? What he decided for me? In mind there are lots of questions and I want their answer. I only know this I have capable to take risk, feel adventure, take initiative and many more unacceptable things to do. My mind is always working for new ideas. I feel that in life if you want to establish and have meaningful life then you have to work very-very hard.

God please give me strength, give me way, give me light and believe on me. I need your wishes, blessing and always need you very close to me. My internal wish is that you always and always stay with me forever and give me good knowledge and good thought in mind. Show me a path, come to me…….