It was sunday , a lazy day :-) .... which I generally spend by watching TV till I have lunch and after that ZZZzzzzZZZ ( if situation and surrounding allows :-) )..... .....ya ya I get up then in the evening .....

This sunday b'coz of some urgent work I had to get up early in the morning .. which is the most hated thing for me... " I hate to get up early " ........that too in holidays :-(((

After finishing the work , when I came home ... I started trying my best to sleep by watching TV.....( as I got up early , so I hv to compenesate also :-) ) ......meanwhile my mom took my phone n asked to dial someone's number ... she finished talking ... BUT after that she

pressed the RED button only ONCE .... Unlike always It dint work and

the call was still ON... it was not cut .

Donot know the person on the otherside also did not realise ???...but uska kya... for her it was an incoming call .....

Mom kept the phone on bed and went to kitchen for preparing lunch .... after 5 to 10 minutes I realised I had to make an urgent call... But seeing that call still going on... I bursted out on her ... with a high pitch .

" maa tumne baat to karli, call kyu nahi kaata ??? humne call kiya tha to paise kat rahe hai na???kya yaar aap bhi na?? aap ko pata nahi hai kya ki call kaise kaata jata hai ?? kitne saalo se aap mobile use kar rahe ho yaarrrrrrr....."

She was quiet and was looking strangely at me.For 1 minute she looked shocked.i went back to my struggle for sleep ...without any realisation....

She came to my room ....n said : " how r u shouting at me...i am ur mom...u are shouting as if I am ur maid.....where are all the manners gone??? U r not grown that big that U can shout at me... be there where u are ...dont cross your limits..... "

saying that she was almost into tears....

Maa : "today u r earning and grown up so we are nothing in front of u?"

Hearing this sentence now I started crying , felt so bad that how can she say these bad words like MAID , EARNING , .........:-( .....cant forget it...

my full face started burning coz of a mixed feeling of anger n guilt...i was like " maa how can u say like this ??? chiii these word are so bad "

yelling at her was very regular for me......always.......earlier she used to give me a tight slap for the same.n soon I was normal ...but the reply this time was .... aaahhhh.....i cant forget that .

she said ..."this way if u'll shout at me or anyone...i'll call dad n tell him to come here n take me ... to home... "

listening to this I bursted into tears and went to hug her... she dint allow me for that....i was more depressed now...

then I promised her ...i said " maa i'll never shout at u " she said ..."at maa?? ...at anyone...frm chilhood this is ur habbit...u shout at bhaiya and papa also ... "

Realising my mistakes I have promised her for the same....these BAD words wre really painful...till now m feeling guilty ... everyday before going to sleep maa makes me remember that "donot shout at ppl ...it leaves bad impression ....top of that u r a girl .maintain ur dignity also ... I know I was a bit harsh today but u r mature enough to react like this".... n yes I cud realise that.

Really I never realised that I shouted on maa like anything ...but this time she was more harsh just coz of me only ..from past 3 days this guilt is in my mind...said sorry to maa so many times stillllllll.

This DP is just a sorry note for maa...

SORRY MAA........

-> Just now while posting this DP she called for something and I was a bit

i said : " maa fir se ??? " she started laughing badly ... n said dnt feel guilty now..."

M happy :-)