So many days have passed as my life has changed. I can't see tomorrow knowing that today, it's all gone

I had it all, with you their by my side

My father and a friend………..my security blanket…... now it's all memory with nothing ahead,but the memories

My life has fallen; I only have faith in God to do his magic. I look forward to the end of my pain and yet I've felt the deepest pain a man can ever feel in his heart. A cut so deep that medicine can't ever heal, its all in a vacuum…………….I see nothing…..I feel nothing, but the pain of being alone, all by myself…………

Every morning I wake up and there is a pain that shoots through my heart. The thought that I have to spend another day without you rips my soul, It pains me to know that the day is without you once again,

I know that you must ve’ thought, its better for me, to leave me alone and let me fend alone for my life…..you wanted me to be a man now……..isn’t it Pa…………..?

but the time I have spent without you has taught me that I am a part of you and you are a part of me, and that there is no other place for either of us to be but with each other. ….and that is how I am going to live and look at it……………….at the life you ve’ left for me…………..

The hardest part for me was let you go so easily, was allowing yourself to fall out......or I say that you cheated on me..........you could ve plugged my speed,my flight.....................

It pains me to know that all good things have to come to an end, but I hope that ours can end in eternity

Coz papa. You are still with me within me………………

Tears are the memory I have of you Pa, and yet I lose them every time I cry thinking of you. They say time heals the bruise of heart, but what do they know, they're not in my shoes.......... We take life for granted and never think of tomorrow, just enjoying today. Life is too short to be alone. All I can say is that I have faith in God ... that he will let me see tomorrow…I pray for this as, I don't want to let you down................never till I am alive Pa……….and I am sure now that this is the reason why you ve left me alone. With my shoe to tie its laces by myself………

I've written this with tears and smile on my lips, as every time I punch word’s I remember you……………... I know there will be a tomorrow as long as I have you today.

Love always

Uchcho…………………………………