Whoa! First of all, this isnt about a review for a Classic Bollywood Movie, "The Indian Superman"
Some MSians asked me who the guy in my profile was... now im here to answer it. :) This is a tribute to My Life’s Superhero, the real Indian Superman of my life. The Hero Awho saved me from being alone, brought feelings back to my numb heart, loved and accepted me unconditionally, respected me, and most of all influenced my life possitively... Let me take this opprtunity to share my happiness with you.. you dont need to rate on this one anyways. :)
Scope Before I Met The One:I have been in a very long-term relationship with a Filipino once in my life. Unfortunately, it failed and didnt work. But I was able to move on and soon recovered from it. Since then, I never get myself involved in any commitment or any special relations with others for 4 and a half years not because I was afraid to give it another try but for no reason I just dont feel anything anymore. There was even a time when I reflected about my life and wondered if its still normal not to feel something special, even like a simple crush towards someone. I thought I became a manhater then, but no I didnt feel any hatred at all. Anyway, I just went on with my life the usual way- focusing myself on work then after, go to mall and have dinner or shop with my so-called friends.
On weekends, I just stick around with my peers and my band, just singing and entertaining people at the bar I used to perform at and I do this as a hobby. More or less, these were my routine for 4 years. Until, I felt bored, sick and tired of it already. Like theres no sense of direction anymore. Deep inside, I felt lost and everything was so unclear that I cant seem to realize my real purpose in life. I didnt know why I felt that way but it really made me cry. All of a sudden I felt theres something wrong I cant figure out what it was. Weird. I tried to conceal it from people but its hard. I was so much bothered for no reason. I thought I was insane already. It even affected my work so I decided to resign and take a break for a while. I just stayed home and I never went out with my group since then.
The Day Has Come:Few months later, my bestfriend (Rachelle), paid a visit and invited me out. Anyway, We just had coffee at Starbucks and just did some little chit-chats about life. After that, we decided to go to Internet Cafe nearby. I havent accessed my YM for so long so I decided to check if I got friends online. unfortunately no one was there. so che suggested me to join the room where she was. until this particular id messaged me and struck me because he had sense to chat with and he conversed like a perfect gentleman unlike others I encountered earlier on. And this is the start of my life’s better twist!
Sometimes we can never tell where or when we’ll meet that significant someone, who will give a great impact in ourlives. We may not even recognize that its there already. We dont even know how it will happen. In my case, I met him through yahoo messenger and im proud of it. Maybe you are thinking that im being stupid to say that this is it already, but my heart felt it and im sure of it because I never felt this in 4 and a half years. and when he came It feels like I was able to wake from a long deep sleep. I realised that all the sadness and confusions I felt before were feelings of incompleteness. Sometimes when you’re inlove you just go beyond no matter what it takes.
I didnt expect that its gonna be this strong. all I know is im really happy with him and we understand and respect each other’s points of view despite all the differences we have. He is an Indian and im a filipina so its understood that we were raised in different cultures, beliefs, traditions and even religions... but because of our strong love for each other, we are able to manage all the differences and barriers we had. You know one fact? I discovered Mouthshut because of my crazyness in researching and studying informations about who became the man I loved. I researched anything about India itself, Gujarat and its foods, the culture, the people, the hotels, etc.
And Mouthshut was one among the list of sources from Yahoo Search Engine. It made me much more happy and overwhelmed coz I came to know many indian citizens through it. and I was able able to relate to them merely by reading and learning from the reviews they made. and through ii, it gave me more or less an idea on how Indians think. Most Indians I met here in MS are not just smart, they are all nice too. no wonder why my Janu, Deep, is a nice person too.
Okay, back to the topic... Deep for me is a Hero because he saved me from my pessimistic world. I never had courage and confidence before but he was able to make me see and realize everything that’s good about me. My family is much more happier to see me like this. thats why they blessed our relationship as well. and now im so much happy with my life- theres already sense of direction, purpose, aim, goal... basically I now have something to look forward to. something thats really worth it and has importance. We’ll be together this year and it will be a start of something new and better for us. Words are not enough to describe how much I appreciate and love him.
He is my everything and since I met him, I started to welcome each day with a smile. oh! He mean a lot to me and I am willing to do anything just to be with him. I love him unconditionally. I love him and I will embrace everything about him- his family, his culture, his flaws and weaknesses. everytihng! i’ll stick with him in tears and in laughter, in sickness and in health.. I guess its just pure love that I feel- that we actually feel for each other. something thats true to last a lifetime. For me, he is not just My Indian Superman- He is my Life.The one I gonna spend my whole life with.and I thank God for making all these things happen in my life...-Kristine, HisJanu :)