Hi Friends,
Good after noon to all of you.
Today as I woke up early in the morning, everyone was sleeping at that time.
I don't know why I woke up so early. I was feeling some pressure, so think better to go washroom.
I became fresh and came to my room & seeing to my son who is just 3 years old was murmuring some words.
I try myself to hear what he was saying, but didn't go through his words. I was just sitting by my back towards him.
Suddenly my son woke up and sit by my side and also I didn't get noticed whether he is sleeping or waking up because I was putting my forehead over my palms.
(By this time I was thinking of my parents, who brought me up. what kind of difficulties they have seen in their pasts because at that time there was no such money to buying things. I was just thinking what should I do for my family to keep happy and well.)
He just put his little hands over my neck from behind and kissed me. he asked me in stammering voice " Papa, what are doing?" I said "Nothing, its Okay."
I asked to him "How are you dear, why you wake up so early?". He said "I was searching you over here but you were not here. I got scared here papa." I said "Don't be scared, be brave. I am also here."
His voice was shivering from fear. as he came close to me & said me to have in my Lap, his heart was beating so fast. he got scared badly. I took him in my lap and take him away from my room by patting his back.
He asked me" Papa won't you go letting me alone here?" I said No, never to him.
But why you asked so. he hugged me so tightly & said to me in his weeping voice "Papa, when you go to office. I miss you too much here. please don't let me here alone."
At that time I was unanswered. I just said him "OKAY, I'll DO".
Every times his feelings broke me.
when I saw in his eyes and said " Akki, we are going to Daadi's house" his eyes gets sparkled with happiness.
I have no words to say him, because he is my little Cute world and so I am for him.
He loves me a Lot, I also.