Expectation postponed make your heart sick!!! Well proven from my own real experience. I am expecting someone but fail to recognized my presence... OUCH!!! it does hurt. well at this rough and painful moment in life, avoid love songs and love novels, stay off to romantic movies. in order not to replicate yourself to those loving emotions.

i really have to be active to some physical games and stuffs. well this might be so difficult for me but I have to. well I am really into sharing thoughts and advices to friends with heart problems but when it get to my own conflict I often fall and hurt myself unintentionally without knowing im doing the exact opposite thing. might be pretty ironic but that’s life. I just so damned fool with love. and I cant help it.huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu. but if your feelin’ blue just like me AVOIDANCE with things that involved love might be useful!!!