Life has always been a roller coaster rides with a mad cycle of ups and downs, right from escalading the highs of academic performance to landing up doing something thats just not worth or out of interest. If there's one thing I could wish for, it would be a rewind button so that I could rectify the mistakes that I have done in my past. Embrace and cherish the golden moments of my life.and relive once again. Yeah. thats true. Time and Tide waits for no man, and once gone is gone but little did that rewind button could help me right away. There can be only one thing what you can do is REGRET. There are many things that you might have dreamt off. But are you sure you'll be able to conquer and achieve the goals with full family support?. Its just a matter of belief and confidence you need to keep in yourself. But what if one day you realize that things aren't working the way you want them to be. not happy and satisfied in everything that you do. messing up with simple things. Yes of course people change, perspectives change, views and opinions change. People make false promises. Little do we need to understand that we need to face the wicked world. In such a case, whom will you go and tell this to? Friends!. naaah(they be buzzy in their life). mummy.? not a good choice though, just grieves and regrets.(Ohh now you would say. why regret? You have just learnt some lessons in your life. But thinking upon the practical sides of life those are termed as "REGRET" which neither you nor me or anybody on this earth could bring back). They say when mind is full of thoughts, disturbed, grieves and regrets there's no way one can find mental peace and the same applies to me. Going through several sleepless nights and thinking whats going on and whats the purpose of me doing certain things is the answer that I have never got. I wish I could be at a position where I wanted to be. Having that fear in mind and heart, that I could loose control on myself, I usually don't have the guts to speak up to anybody. Admitting to the fact that yes. I am an emotional fool and yes I do trust people easily which is not correct. But you know what, if you pen down things that are bothering your mind and soul, you really feel a bit relaxed and lighter which I think to quiet an extent is true.(I know I am not a professional writer. but just wanted to share my thoughts and hence I penned down. Hope you liked it).