You know, I've never felt so...betrayed. The one girl that I thought loved me as much as I loved her, goes and tell my bestfriend (Which happends to be hers as well) that she is "falling" for her bestfriend. Lucky I have a friend who at least respects me enough to respond negativly to that.

I lost her...again.. but this stunt just makes me SO upset. Like what if someone you loved said that they loved somebody else. You'd feel pretty bad, huh.

Well imagine how I feel when that other person is my bestfriend.

To think I put all I had into fighting to be with her and she throws it in my face like a wad of used paper. Trash. Anyways, what I'm getting at here is if you think that you love somebody, think twice before doing anything. It might come back and bite you in the butt. Also look at your bestfriend. Is he/she actually somebody who respects and cares for you? if not, find somebody new. I'm learning to move on after this whole retarded incident (Which is going to be the death of me because I love he so much but I have to).

So think about it. it might save you some trouble and a heart break.