The butler entered, carrying a tray of cocktails. Holding her glass, she watched
Roark take his off the tray. She thought: At this moment the glass stem between
his fingers feels just like the one between mine; we have this much in
common....Wynand stood, holding a glass, looking at Roark with a strange kind of
incredulous wonder, not like a host, like an owner who cannot quite believe his
ownership of his prize possession....She thought: I’m not insane. I’m only
hysterical, but it’s quite all right, I’m saying something, I don’t know what it
is, but it must be all right, they are both listening and answering, Gail is
smiling, I must be saying the proper things....
Dinner was announced and she rose obediently; she led the way to the dining
room, like a graceful animal given poise by conditioned reflexes. She sat at the
head of the table, between the two men facing each other at her sides. She
watched the silverware in Roark’s fingers, the pieces of polished metal with the
initials "D W." She thought: I have done this so many times--I am the gracious
Mrs. Gail Wynand--there were Senators, judges, presidents of insurance
companies, sitting at dinner in that place at my right--and this is what I was
being trained for, this is why Gail has been rising through tortured years to
the position of entertaining Senators and judges at dinner--for the purpose of
reaching an evening when the guest facing him would be Howard Roark.