As been a bit of a rough start to the new year.. thought go out and pamper myself.. more like feel good factor.. went to Blue Water Shopping Centre with friends, bought loads of New Clothes/Had a New Hair Cut and a facial and manicure.. and done all the girly stuff with just 1 male friend in tow with us... he was bored stiff by the end of the day ! (bless him! :) , my holiday coming up shortly ( which I desperately need to get away from everyone and everything at the moment! ) which I cant wait for .... Blue Water shopping is always a treat, whith beautiful mall, loads and loads of shops and good food, cinema...better but difficult choices sometimes (need money to go proper shopping there! ;P) you just spoilt for choices.. I think I broke a bank today ( just slightly!) I deserve it after the year I had last year and now the begining of 2010 hasnt been great start... but there always a way up... the big optimistic I am ( or else I would have had a nerves break down by now! ) I think I will be fine.. God has its ways of testing us humans but his great too !

anyway ... its late and I think I need my beauty sleep... :D