I am 27 years old, and about 5 years ago after the birth of my last child I started to develop anxiety attacks, severe ones. To the point where I was in and out of doctors and emergency rooms, with the same thing.it is in your head.
I would wake up in the middle of the night feeling like I was catching my breath and some nights feeling like I was going to pass out, even if there was nothing stressful on my mind at that time.
My history is, I am engaged and have been for 8 years. I have 5 children ranging in ages 5-10. I do not have a great relationship with my fiance as he is very emotionally and mentally abusive.
I feel on edge constantly, and today it is pretty bad due to the rain, I feel like my head is going to explode and I feel like I have the flu.
I have been told by a friend with Fybromyalgia that I might have it but I am scared to go back to a doctor and ask them about it due to humiliation in the past from previous doctors.
Can someone help me? Sometimes I don’t want to wake up because I am scared of how I will feel that day. I am in general a happy go lucky person who loves to laugh, but this is draining my life and my spirit and it scares me.
There is so much more I want to do in my life and with my kids but feel sick every single day. It is a new pain or new ailment each day and I have been suffering for 5 years thinking this is all in my head, but can someone please help me and talk to me as to what I can do and what I should do? PLEASE!:0(