Ever wondered that someone somewhere must be having more difficult times than you are, what you are suffering is just a portion of what someone is going through, I know its tough, the hard times are real bad, but then they say ’’When the going gets tough, the tough get going’’, ’’Tough Times Dont Last, Tough People Do’’. Pray, I sincerely believe there is a power who is seeing us through all of this, it reminds me of a story I recently heard, A man dies and goes to heaven, and god shows him through the time that he lived through foot prints on sand, he observes that during the difficult times there was only one set of foot prints, and in the happy times there were two sets. He turns to God and says how could you leave me alone in those difficult times.
God replied my dear fellow those are my foot prints, I was carrying you on my shoulder while that time lasted.Involve you self with pets, its nice to beat depression that way, care for someone who I not so lucky as you are, visit and orphanage take part in some social service activities. Dont ever leave your self alone at any point of time, believe me there are people in this world who can be of help to you, you just need to ask, if no one answers mail me at johnphilip5@yahoo.com, I may not come with a guaranteed solution but surely I will hear you out and give you some advice.