I am Pratyusha...I am a girl of great determination. None knew about me as much as after my death than when I was alive. A girl of solid attitude, which I possess, with which I impressed one and all. The questions about my death still remain to be a mystery still. More specifically, it is forced to be a mystery. How pity it is to know that even in this modern and techno world?
PAST : A simple girl from a typical middle class family is what I am.
Drowned in my own little lovely world with small dreams and hopes of my own, I dreamt of being an actress. I even told mom that if I am a failure as an actress, I will heed to her to whatever she says. Rather, I promised of that.
I fell in love with Siddarth Reddy. Indeed, we both carried on well for 6 long years. Now, any relationship of that long will never fail and should not fail either. But, in this case, it did.
Sarojini, my mother, always insisted me not to indulge with Siddarth anymore. But, as destined, nothing was a barrier between me and him. I don’t know what diverted me towards him. Maybe, its my immaturity to analyse people rather wolves like him, in this case.
PRESENT : I have to meet Teja that day. Teja had plans of offering a meatier role in his new film. That evening, I was to reach Punjagutta within 10 minutes after meeting Siddarth. Actually, I was busy that day. However, I left my cousin at Punjagutta and I promised her that I will be back exactly after 10 minutes. Its past 30 minutes and I was yet to return.
Minutes rolled on and so are hours. Its dark now. My mom was informed by my cousin that something is fishy. She rammed to the police station. As if the police were aware what was happening, none cared about my mom’s complaint.
Come next couple of hours, my mom got a call from Siddarth’s best friend that I was battling between life and death in Care hospital. Bang! She rushed to see me. She was not allowed to see her own daughter. It would be fair enough if others too were not allowed to see me. There was the actual crime scene. Poor mom, being alone and no one to help her, she became a mute spectator.
FUTURE : Assurances are still being made that culprits behind my death will be nabbed no sooner than later. My mom Sarojini, the most unluckiest mother in the present scenario, is still living with a ray of hope that she will get justice.
ACTUAL : 1. Siddarth Reddy and his friends already hatched a plan to explore me which I didn’t knew till that moment.
They outraged my modesty. How poor of me? I didn’t knew the wicked plans of Siddarth and his friends. They had a reason to do that. Because, it is a case of ’’Now or Never’’ for them. Because, he will be leaving for US and so will I to Chennai.
Little did I knew of what was in store for me on that day. I was gangraped mercilessly. Devender Goud was expected to protect people and not to hide culprits. The most funniest thing will come to afore when the way he sidelined the whole issue to protect his relative in assembly sessions.
After raping me, they left me in the hospital to my own fate. I was recovering but I was killed amidst fears thronging that I will spill out the beans. Newayz, if I was alive, I would have fought until my last breath to see the end of all the people involved, especially, Siddarth. Is this all that I expected that he will give me in return for my ample love? However, the ultimate sufferer is my mom. Forgive me, mom.
Love,
Pratyusha.