I have lots of words to say !But where can I start talking?standing the across road of life ,I don`t have strong mind and willing heart to make a choice! I am almost can`t bear it ! my heart is so weak that hardly dare to be responsible fo myself! no! I can`t said it!And though I acquaited that it is impossible to defeat a person who never give up ! that`s funny ! I thought it as a terrible thing which anyone thought it as a little thing that nearly can be ignored! I know I haven`t spare no my efferts to catch my dream ! remember my cyber name is dream catcher ! how to catch my dream ?how to make my dream come true ?we always say that never let your parents down !I think we should never let ourslef down first ! though I think so ,but I didn`t do it very well ! so I despise myself !I did my best before ,but now I didn`t ,i have gave up or gave in the lazy ? I am looking for myself which I was!!