I don't know whether I am being sensitive or what??? Just got recently engaged in a very strange way...but do I really want to? or just a need "to feel" that I belong.

This morning, I saw a big worm in the bathroom and shouted. Told my fiance about it and he said, what a spider??? (Well, the spider was another woman's or an ex's), this made my day start bad. Tried to fix it but he has gone cold all through out the day....

The engagement was very recently announced in facebook and none of my family and close friends seem to be happy about it...so him and me against the world.

...why is everything going against me. He can't get insurance because of a pre-existing condition. I, on my part, am doing my best to run the business. He is ok now and in a while in pain. Good today and bad the next day.

What am I to do??? What is really happening??? H E L P!!!!!!!