Am I good , I questioned my self several times and surprisingly the answer is NO !!
I worried, but I am convinced , I am a normal man.
I also questioned, is it ok to be a normal man?
Answer yes and no. My instinct still gave answer NO.
When I see a beggar , many times I did not donated any thing convening my self questioning and answering.
Why can't that bloody beggar do some work and gain money. But I found what the beggar expect from me is just peanut. When I payed my auto 1.5 times to meter , or when I tipped in Pizza Hut a amount of Rs. 20 /-. I think back whay can't I just give a rupee to that begger. Again I questioned and answered. Saying that bloody begger buy a bedee and enjoy.
But end of the day out of 20 beggers , even if 2 beggers get some bun for their days food, its a happy day for him.
Then why can't I just put one rupee.
Yes its right it would be help for some one out of several donations.
So Am I good or bad. I am still bad :) because I did not donated any one, asking my self some wrong questions !!
Out of all these my internal confusions I saw a baord at a railway reservation counter in Jayanagar complex at Bangalore. It means some thing like this as I am not a very good re producer of what I read !!
"Donate a rupee it serves for today, but teach a trade feeds him till the life time"
What a quote I definitely try for this !!
So once I do this I will let you guys that I am a GOOD MAN !!
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A Friend !!