Dearest God,

As I wake up in this morning I felt amuse of what I saw early in the smiling to the people I met, greeting one another, I am very happy knowing it that here they are my loving Parents, Brothers and yet my two Sister were not at home.

Knowing such family like this is very nice to think that u really cared a lot not only me but to all the people whom I love much. I really thank u also that you gave us another life which is a day for us that is need to accomplish.

I ws riding on an "easyride" another term of a vehicle going to school I'd never expect that I need to face such problems in fact as a student must not supposed to exposed in this probs. Well as an student this is very hard to face it coz I havent income yet I am still studying thats y I am going to school. But I do believe that God won't let me down in this trials he gave me. I don't how I'm going to explain but this is going to happen as I could see it in advance even before. Now I ws thinking where I am sitting right now.. (in the Library) I am thinking how am I going to ask for my mom to solve the probs that I facing now. I know this is hard to my mom of what I did... Promised I don't know why is this happen.. I'd never did anthing its just come and find me.. so sad.. :(

Lord God, I know u won't let me down or even sad.. more than I expected. After in my duty here in the library, I will go again in our Club name "Chess Club-64 in Dumaguete City, Philippines". I need to go there for the practice for the upcoming Olympic elimination... here again checking my pocket how money I have enough to get in there or I would just walked... its about 1km. he he he... well carrying on Judelyn!!! he he he.... I did this starting Last Monday... I need to do this.. as my sacrificed. I ws about to off in duty at 6 pm then I'll be at Club at 6:20pm... and I'll be going home at 8:00 pm.. so late maybe.. he he he again going back home.. double ride.. checking my money again.

he he he....

I realized how is... life great, from tiredness, happiness, loneliness and all the things.... nothing is impossible just stay what u r, what u can do, coz there's a lot of chances not just victory but contentment.

Always,

Judelyn