Dear Diary and Frends,

Today I wish to write something about a baby borne 26 years ago, and because we were too busy this past days I was not able to write something about her.This time, I wish to introduce her in MS. I wish that this is not too late for me to tell her that she is very important and special to the family. To start with my tribute to her allow me to tell something about her.

March 14 mark the day when I was giving light labor pain in my lower abdomen. I tried to go to the comfort room, thinking that I just need to withdraw something. But suddenly I felt the constant pain every now and the feeling was really different,so I prefer to stay in bed and forced myself to pushed out the baby as I was already feeling so bad and sweating furiously. And before the midwife came, I already gave birth to a beautiful healthy baby girl. The midwife just cut the navel and cleaned the whole body of the baby and wrapped her in a clean swaddling clothes. And as she put her on my stomach for me to see, I cant help not to be misty and thanked God and be happy, to see that my baby is complete and no deformities. I mean, even how careful you are while conceiving your baby, you still may not know if he/she is okey,until you see with your own two eyes that she is perfectly alright when she gets out of your womb. Knowing that she is okey, I forget all the pains and fear during the short labor that I have. For the second time I became a mom, with no regrets that another bundle of joy just came out to make me feel fulfilled again. Being a mom is not an easy task, but what makes it enjoyable is when you know that your baby have already recognized you and started calling you mama. Or when you wake up in the morning she is ready to give you a smile as she tried to grab your nose. You feel excited, and glad, especially when you see her doing her first step and she fells down and tried getting up again. I can imagine her first success, when she walked alone by herself one day and with two front teeth smiling at me. The feeling was just amazing and fullfilling.

How time fly so fast that after some years, despite the hassles and troubles of traffic and waking up each morning, changing her night clothes to school uniform after early morning shower, preparing breakfast , and bringing her to school and back home seems so tiring, but now t'was all part of sweet and happy memories of her pre-school and grade school days. And even in her college days, when she is not home yet at late night because of practiced for school activities,my neck became longer like an ostrich. And as the clock keep on clicking I became restless until I know that she got home safe. I know that, even on the time she was born she never give me so much pain like other child when their mom labored for pain. She is not hard to deal with as a child. She was never been a big problem to the family. She is always light hearted child and lady.

Now she had grown up to be a beautiful, sweet, caring, and generous lady. She is strict but loving sister and aunt to her siblings, nieces and nephew. She could be a tough fighter but could be meek like a sheep when she knows that you know respect, love and dignity.

She could be the worst enemy to her foe but a thoughtful, forgiving, soft spoken friend if you know the true meaning of friendship. Thats my "Lady" one of her first name given to her, in memory of Lady Di when she was only engaged with Prince Charles at that time she is being concieved by me. And just the other day,March 14, she celebrated her birthday.

Belated Happy Birthday my baby,Lady Mae. I may not always tell you this, but deep inside me I knew,"I Always Love You." Now I realized that, after all these years "My baby is Now A Lady!"

PS: She is now in MS with id name Jeasam and have just posted her 2 diary post.